I want to throw myself on the ground and cry my eyes out.

I want to feel new again.

But I cant, I try, but i fucking cant. I dont even know what to cry about.

Its pathetic.

I’m pathetic.

You see because I look fine. I was look like im okay, that I’m happy.

But I’m not I am not.

I wish I can just runaway and leave everything behind.

But I cant.

I CANT.

And i think thats what kills me more.

Yeah it seems selfish, but this city, these people are shit.

SHIT.